After a year of waiting, of paining, of crying, of straying from what I desire most, I have received the most wonderful blessing. The golden one has decided to try my heart on for size...
He once sat before me playing "simple man" on the guitar in a cramped new york city apartment with the light fading behind his shining hair. I remember thinking how perfectly the song encapsulated him. I know there is so much to his soul, I KNOW he has battles and strife that he does not show, but he is precious and sweet and he is capable of so much. I have no idea what is next or if I will make him happy, but I do endeavor to do that above all else. I want to please him and make him soar. I want him to unravel and let me collect the pieces that he drops as he finally explodes.
What sweet felicity this could be. What a fall full of promise. I cannot wait til see the days that lay ahead on our journey...
